I wanted to check in with everyone via the blog. I have been so busy with move to NYC that days have passed without a blog entry. It is really hard to determine all the reasons why a move is so stressful. There is so much to remember, and moving is always so expensive, and the whole place is in disarray with boxes everywhere...but I feel the Lord with me, and His Presence steadies me as I go.
Today I was reading the Bible, and God reminded me that we learn obedience through suffering. I wish there could be an easier way. I was thinking about my time in Atlanta over these last three years and how God allowed me to spend some money in recording costs while here on songs with people who did not know what they were doing (long story short). I am still waiting on "Soon And Very Soon" to be mixed, and the session for that song was first set for last January! We finally recorded it, and now the mixing keeps getting postponed. Yet, I know there is a reason for everything, and I realize that in everything I am to give thanks.
I'm so thankful for this season. I have never had a happier time, though I am keenly aware that I need the Lord every hour. This is the most expensive move I have ever made, and I can't wait to move and stop spending money on moving costs. I got my finances on my mind today, and found myself wishing God had stopped me from working with various people in Christian music here in Atlanta who were not capable of getting me the finished product I needed. (No ministry funds were used for this.) As I ponder "why" God allows us to make such mistakes, I realize that I sure do learn a lot from my regrets, and I am comforted knowing that everything falls within the safe sovereignty of God for me as a Christian. As Christians, we are certainly not immune from suffering; rather, we are guaranteed it. How I pray that I learn obedience from it and become more like the Lord.
I plan to write an update this week and get it out in an e-newsletter as soon as possible.
I appreciate so much my sermons, which I hear at night as I drift off to sleep. I recently heard an inspiring sermon and testimony by Dr. David Reagan on Trusting God. It was a beautiful reminder to me that my greatest hopes and dreams are always, always found in the center of God's will.
I am remembering to pray for my friends. As I am going through a stressful time with my move, it is nothing compared to what some of my dear, Christian friends are walking through now. It is a privilege to bear one another's burden's for Christ's sake.
In His hands,
Dwayna




